If I could talk to you face to face…this is what I’d say.

Dearest friends,

To be honest, I don’t even know who I’m talking to. But to all of you “back home” — or others interested — this post is for you. 🙂 It’s been a while, hasn’t it? I’ve had a great month or so, but very full and draining as well. I don’t know why, but everything I’ve felt these past few weeks, I have felt deeply.
For one, I think I’ve been realizing how difficult it is to still feel connected to things “back home” my second year away. And it’s so hard to know what I’m supposed to naturally let go of…and what I should fight to keep. In the midst of that, when all home front voices have seemed utterly quiet, I’ve been wrestling with making decisions about my future…in Thailand and beyond.
Last Friday, I turned in my “resignation” for next school year. It doesn’t come as a surprise to me, I guess, and probably not to you either. But it was still a very thought-out, prayed over thing that meant a great deal to me. I have not taken my time here at ICS lightly, and I consider it an absolutely privilege to be serving here. God’s peace has been abundant though, and I am SO grateful. As for next year, wow. I can’t even guess.
When I sit in God’s presence and seek Him, I sense this unbelievable calling to surrender. I sense that He’s asking me to be open…to stop limiting Him and the plans He has for me…to pursue Him alone. And do I know what it means? No! Is it a little scary? Yeah, except that I know this loving God who compels me to follow…and I can’t even help but trust Him with my life.
So as appealing as it is to assume a return to Puyallup, to teaching elementary and the life I knew before…I can’t seem to feel right about it anymore. It really doesn’t mean anything either way. God just hasn’t made it clear yet. And I guess I’m telling you all this, because I value your prayers and your support and your love in my life. My heart aches in knowing that changes areagain heading my way, and yet I am so moved by God and so hungry for more of Him, that I’m convinced wherever He’s leading me is worth it.
…On the lighter side, I’ve been crazy-blessed with joyful times and sweet relationships this fall (well, rainy season for us).
Here are just a few snapshots of life as I know it in Bangkok!

This is me with me with my dear friends, Kim and K-Dub (Kristi W.) and new friends too. We had just completed Bangkok’s “Vertical Marathon” by climbing the Banyan Tree Hotel’s 63 flights of stairs. (And just so you know, it’s not as hard as it sounds. You could totally do it!)

Me and Miriam at a rockin’ costume party the other night, thanks to hostesses Lindsey, Lindsay, Heidi and Miriam! (Cape compliments of my sweet little bro, Nicholas. Thanks, man!!)

A couple weeks ago, I got the awesome blessing of going to Khao Yai, Thailand for the first time. My friends Mutarica, O, and Sumalee took me to this waaaay cool place called, Palio…AKA Thailand’s “Little Italy”! So fun, and to make matters better, O and Sumalee took bunches of photos to commemorate the occasion. This one was at the gardens in the shopping plaza.

Here we are, on the streets of Palio. What a treat it was! 🙂

And these are my wonderful and precious prayer/accountability partners, Catherine and Karly! How deeply I treasure their support and encouragement!
So there ya have it. Holly’s life in a nutshell. 🙂 Sending my love to you all and praying you are well. I can’t wait until heaven, when distance will never again separate. But until then, may we rest in the grace He has for us.

4 thoughts on “If I could talk to you face to face…this is what I’d say.

  1. Praying for wisdom for you. I know that's a hard place to be in some ways, but also exciting in others. Join the ranks of not sure of their future for next year . . . but resting that God knows! 🙂

  2. Who knows, maybe God is bringing you back to gather others to follow you to Thailand or beyond. Or maybe God is bringing you back to live out the gospel in Puyallup. Those are my two favorites 🙂 but the cool thing is the possibilities are endless…Thanks for the update!

  3. Wow! I don't know whether to shed a tear or shout an AMEN! What a wonderful spirit you have. I am so curious how the path the Lord leads each of us on will connect in the future for His glory. Take care, Love from Susan Gerard (Jody's friend)I am sure you remember me though we only met a couple of times 🙂

  4. I know that God will show you were you will be next (we are praying He will show us that too). Living overseas is definitely a stretch of faith, one that I am sure you have grown immensely from. It is pretty brave to go live abroad by yourself. I am proud of you for all the new things you have tried over the last few years. I hope someday soon we can get together and talk about living in Asia. I will be praying for you.

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